I love rain 🌧️
I love rain so much. It’s my favourite wheather. The smell of rain and wet grass gives me so much calm and peace.
I love staying by the window watching raindrops fell with a cup of hot Chai in hand and a book by side. It’s such a nice and surreal feeling.
Me.
I am the most confident person I know. I don’t even remember the last time I was timid honestly.
It’s not me being cocky, but I am fairly confident in myself, you can ask anyone in my life or even people who met me, the first thing anyone notices about me is my confidence.
Even when I was a kid, I was confident. I always say whatever I want to say without hesitation, no matter who I’m speaking with. I do sometimes question why I’m the way I am, but I happy about it.
I don’t even have to think about this. A butterfly. I will get a butterfly.
I absolutely love butterflies, they are so colourful and beautiful to look at. And it’s symbolic to me, I always felt drawn to them.
A butterfly begins its life as a caterpillar, then disappears into a cocoon where it completely transforms. When it finally emerges, it becomes something entirely different, capable of flight. That journey makes butterflies one of the most powerful symbols of transformation. They remind us that growth often happens in quiet, hidden stages before the change becomes visible.
Butterflies also represent freedom. Once they emerge, they are no longer confined to the ground. They move lightly through the air, going wherever the wind carries them. There is something deeply symbolic about that sense of movement and possibility.
They are hard to catch, something that relates to me, it’s not that I’m hard to catch, but I don’t let people close to me. Not because I’m scared or anything, I just like to kep my circle small and protect my peace.
For me, butterflies represent both of these ideas together: Transformation and Freedom.
The courage to transform and the freedom that comes after. They are a reminder that change is not something to fear. Sometimes it is exactly what allows us to become who we were meant to be. 🦋
Do I believe in fate? Or do I just need life to make sense?
If something bad happens, my first instinct is to tell myself it was meant to teach me something. It helps. It softens the blow. But give me a few hours and I’ll start analyzing my own choices. What did I miss? What could I have done differently? Where did I mess up?
So clearly, I don’t believe everything is pre-written.
But when it comes to love, I want destiny.
I don’t want strategy. I don’t want “we met through mutual career networking and aligned life goals.” I want the cinematic moment. The unexpected connection. The feeling of “oh, this was always going to happen.”
And that says a lot.
Because when I think about career, money, fitness, writing — I’m practical. I know effort builds outcomes. But when I think about love, I want it to feel fated. Like some invisible thread was pulling us toward each other.
Maybe that’s romantic. Maybe that’s naive. Or maybe it’s just human.
I also believe some people come into your life only to teach you something. Not to stay. Not to build a future with you. Just to trigger growth. And I don’t think that’s blind destiny. I think it’s meaning-making. It’s how we survive disappointment without turning bitter.
I think, believing in fate protects you from rejection.
If it wasn’t meant to be, then it wasn’t about your worth. If it ended, maybe it served its purpose. That belief is soothing. But it can also become a shield.
So do I believe in destiny?
I think I believe in themes. Certain chapters feel bigger than coincidence. But the details? The timing? The choices? That’s on me.
Maybe fate gives you the stage.
But you still have to show up and act.
And honestly, that balance feels right.
Let me know if you believe in destiny or fate down below 👇🏻💕
i know I have been away for a month, well my sister got married and I was busy with that. As I maid of Honor I had a lot of work to do. But now I’m back on track. I believe I will be Posting more from now on.
see you soon again. 😁
There are quite a few books I have on my reading list. Some of the are :
I do have a lot more books in the list, I’m gonna start on the list today, because I have been so busy lately with life and everything.
Ladyink with love 