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  • I Didn’t Expect to Love This Album…

    A track-by-track review of Olivia Rodrigo’s You seem pretty sad for a girl so in love from someone who wasn’t expecting to become a fan.

    Album Overview

    • Artist: Olivia Rodrigo
    • Album: You seem pretty sad for a girl so in love
    • Release Date: 13 June 2026
    • Genre: pop album
    • Number of Tracks: 13
    • Length: 54:45 minutes

    Before I Pressed Play

    The last time I reviewed an album was “Life of a showgirl” and I was really disappointed. Her album has not been a hit as much to me since “Folklore”. To me, that was her last best album. 

    I have been searching for a good album since and I did get “Man’s bestfriend” and “Arirang” but I’ll talk about those albums next time (maybe do a review of those albums after ♾️ times).

    I am not an Olivia fan at all, nor do I hate her. I personally do not get connected to her songs much. I do have a few I like, like deja vu, vampire and happier. But that’s all, she is too young so naturally her previous albums have been about teenage experiences. I have been out of it for a while now. 

    And the album name is too big?? “You seem pretty sad for a girl so in love” that is a huge name for an album. It took me 2 business days to learn it.

    The only reason I decided to hear this album is because I really liked her song “The Cure”. So I decided that I should check it out.

    So here I am 😁

    I actually do not have much expectations because of how music is right now, the songs aren’t really hitting anymore. Also I don’t keep up much with her, so I probably won’t get the references.

    I am gonna read about each song, what their stories are and everything to try and understand this album as much as I can.

    Here I go with my headphones 🎧 on where everyone in my house is sleeping at 4:20 am….😶

    It is in fact, going to be my late night thoughts 💭 


    Track 1: [Drop Dead]

    First Listen

    It was a nice song, I liked it. It’s a good opener, letting the listener into her album.

    It’s quite catchy and growing up in me. I had to listen to it 2-3 times to form an opinion. I really liked how she started alternate rapping in the middle part of the song.

    And she is talking about her being a Pisces and him being a Gemini, water signs and air signs aren’t really that compatible. So using that to show how even though at first it seems like they are not compatible she thinks they could work well.

    Lyrics

    So, the song is about meeting someone for a first date, and the date goes well. More like giddy and lovesick about the person or the date itself.

    She sings about Pisces and Gemini too, which I learned she is a Pisces and her ex is a Gemini.

    The theme is basically the nervousness of meeting them for the first time.

    Production

    It sounds good, for an opener it is a good song. I really like the pacing of the song. It’s a synth pop or pop rock song. Quite upbeat and happy. 

    Standout Moment

    There is this alternative-rap inspired segment in the middle of the song that was unexpected.

    Replay Value

    I am not sure if I would willingly come back to it, but if the song plays I will not skip it.

    Rating

    ⭐ 9/10


    Track 2: [Stupid Song]

    First Listen

    Okay, I am half way through the song… and I absolutely love this. (Will report back once done. 🙂)

    I am back, and I love this one a lot. This is an amazing song. I can already tell this will stay with me. 

    There is a theme of undermining herself and showing herself as the crazy and insane one here. She keep talking about how he is the spark, even though this is her talking about how she is falling, there is still insecurities seeping in.

    Lyrics

    There is a lyric “They say that  honest love is a cage that makes you feel free” I really liked it. This song is actually awesome. This is some of the strongest writing on the album.

    The other lyric that stands out to me is “You’re a spark in the dark and my clothes are caught aflame”

    Production

    The beats are pretty pop-rock, but the lyrics are sad. It felt like being so overwhelmed with your own emotions, you don’t even know what to do.

    Standout Moment

    The entire song is a standout actually. 

    Only 2 songs in, and I already found my top 5?

    Replay Value

    Going straight to my playlist. It’s an amazing song. The lyricism is just too good on this one.

    If you’re only listening to one song from this album, make it this one. 

    Rating

    ⭐10 /10


    Track 3: [honeybee]

    First Listen

    A love song, this is a love song. It’s cute. I like this too. She is good with her pen I have to say.

    Okay, this is adorable, it is such a cute song, I am tearing up a little. 🥹

    Again, the anxiety she has about the relationship is showing itself the more the song goes on. It is a love song, but she seems like she is scared to lose this.

    Lyrics

    A love song, there is this one lyric I actually really like “And I hope I never see
    What your face looks like going.” This was the line that stayed with me.  

    I actually had an amazing story idea because of the song.

    Production

    The production complements the lyrics beautifully. I am actually big on great instruments and this is fantastic.

    Standout Moment

    Oh enchanting instruments in this one. My god, it’s so pretty.

    Replay Value

    Another top 5 Olivia!!! 

    This one completely won me over, going straight to my playlist.

    This is worth checking out.  

    Rating

    ⭐ 9.5/10


    Track 4: [Maggots for Brain]

    First Listen

    Ohhhhhh I wasn’t expecting to enjoy this as much as I did. The start with drums, very 80s inspired. 

    I just learned it is inspired by Sex and The City’s Miranda Hobbes. But the song is about codependence in a relationship. This is good too. Okay, some lyrics are relatable to me. But I don’t have a baby, so I feel like this everyday.🙂

    The continuation of the same “I am the one that is off hinge”. The codependence in relationships can get really bad. This might be clingy to others, or even to him. But she is not afraid to tell him that.

    Lyrics

    “My day was so mundane
    I don’t think I left the house
    Tried to write, nothing came out” Is so me. 😂

    Production

    I am absolutely in awe of the instrumentation of these songs. The start from drums and ending with guitar is perfect. There’s also piano, bass and saxophone with background vocals.

    Standout Moment

    It’s another good song, altho I liked the others better, but some of the lyrics were relatable. I liked this better than Drop dead.

    Replay Value

    Yes, I’ll play it again but when I am bored of those songs.

    Rating

    ⭐ 8/10


    Track 5: [U + Me = <3]

    First Listen

    Hmm at first listen, I can tell this song is more about hope in a relationship, while being aware how unpredictable love can be.

    I am kind of mixed now. It’s not bad, it is leaking towards good, but I don’t know if it doesn’t hit the same as others. 

    To me it seems like she is assuring herself with this one by saying they are forever, because there is an underlining of a relationship slipping away. She is trying to cling on the hope of making the relationship work with her partner.

    Lyrics

    Hope, that’s what the song is about, there is not much to it for me. I can’t relate honestly. 

    Production

    The instruments are very 80s inspired pop, it’s nice. It feels nostalgic and romantic. The instrumentation elevates the song. 

    Standout Moment

    There aren’t really many standout parts for me. It is a cure song. I like the guitar tho.

    Replay Value

    I would not play it, I might skip it. Maybe it’s a grower, but the initial response, not a fav. 

    Rating

    ⭐ 7.5/10


    Track 6: [My way]

    First Listen

    Is this her “Better than revenge”? 

    Well it is better than that. She is calling someone out for crossing her boundaries with her boyfriend.

    I love when women take a stand for themselves and create boundaries, absolutely love that. 

    About the song, it’s again giving me mixed feelings, I am somewhere in the middle with this one.

    I don’t have much thoughts about this song in particular, it’s pretty to the point. 

    Lyrics

    The lyrics are kind of calling someone out, this also doesn’t have any specific lyrics that stand out to me here.

    Production

    The production is good with guitar and drums. The arrangement creates the perfect atmosphere. 

    Standout Moment

    Nothing much stood out here/

    Replay Value

    Willingly won’t play the song, but I will not shut it either.

    Rating

    ⭐7.5 /10


    Track 7: [Purple]

    First Listen

    Oh I love interpreting music as I go, and it seems this one is more like her realising the relationship is going south.

    This is good, it’s not a bad song, the lyrics and music complement each other too, but again for me there is something missing, I can’t pin the point where, but there is something missing for me.

    She is using the colour purple as a metaphor here because she is becoming too tangled with her partner. Which is again clever, but as much as I love this metaphor I still don’t like that song that much. The depth is there, I give her that. The pen game is super.

    Lyrics

    I liked the lyric “You kiss my neck
    Made out paths intersect”

    “And i melt in your blue, your red and my blue
    Now I see the world in purple”. Beautiful.

    Production

    There is a lot of use of guitars and drums in this album… Sonically, this is one of the stronger tracks (for me.) 

    Standout Moment

    The song is pretty actually, Ofcourse what stands out for me the most are the lyrics (writer’s brain), followed by guitar and drums. The imagery is beautiful. 

    “Melt with you till it all turns black
    When you smooth it out, but it feels too flat”.

    Replay Value

    Yes, I would replay it, the lyrics were good, and I liked the song.

    Rating

    ⭐ 8.5/10


    Track 8: [The Cure]

    First Listen

    Another masterpiece on the album. This is the song that made me do this whole review and listen to the album.

    The song is about self doubt, emotional struggles and how relationships cannot fix what we have inside us. 

    This clicked instantly. 

    One thing I don’t like about it is, she keeps comparing herself to others, her partner, other girls and more.

    The cure she is looking for is not there, it never was the cure is in us. And I could relate. I was like this once too, I thought “maybe there is something wrong with me”. 

    I have come out from a chapter similar to this, probably why I got instantly hitched.

    Lyrics

    The whole song is actually really good, kinda relatable too. 

    My favourite lyrics are the chores actually “My head is full of poison
    And my heart is full of doubt
    I got toxins in my bloodstream.”

    “I’m unraveled”

    Okay, I find this lyric funny in a good way. “Feeling so alone, might as well be on the moon.”

    Production

    The production is good. I love the acoustic guitar in the back a lot, and Strings. The production gives the song a nostalgic feel. 

    Standout Moment

    The song is mesmerising and I can relate to this one off. Another one of the top 5.

    The standout are the lyrics of course for me. As a writer, I am always drawn to the lyrics of the songs. So, I love when artists are great writers too.

    Replay Value

    Yes, replaying it. Instant save… oh wait it already is. 

    Give this one a chance. 

    Rating

    ⭐ 10/10


    Track 9: [Begged]

    First Listen

    This one is her begging for affection from her partner. I don’t like when people beg others, but then again she is young and definitely not like me. 

    The song is pretty fabulous actually, I was not expecting to like someone begging their partner this much, but I did. And I related to some of this too.

    The way she described herself as an anchor, because it’s heavy and stays there until lifted out. And then she called herself a penny. In a way saying she cannot be away from him or she would sink.

    I like interpretation of arts differently, maybe she mentioned something else, but that’s what I think.

    Lyrics

    “And my endless well of needs
    I’m an anchor in the ocean
    You know I could never leave” Chef’s kiss 🤌🏻

    Production

    The production on the album is immaculate. It sounds more like a sad song, like a realisation and the song portrays it so well.

    Standout Moment

    It’s very melancholy, the song is another great one on the album. It’s a ballad and I absolutely adore Olivia for this. 

    The lyric that standout the most for me is “I’m a penny in a fountain
    Just waiting on my luck to change.”

    Replay Value

    Yes, it has replay value, I will be playing it again. This one’s staying in my rotation. 

    Definitely recommend this one.

    Rating

    ⭐ 9.5/10


    Track 10: [What’s wrong with me]

    First Listen

    This is a collaboration with English musician Robert Smith of The Cure, I haven’t heard much about The cure to be honest.

    Again a miss for me, this is not my taste. The song is good, but not for me. I don’t think it will grow on me either.

    I didn’t like it much

    Lyrics

    It’s good, I am not that much a fan of this as much as I would have loved to be. 

    Production

    Same guitar, bass, piano, Old-School Synths, but it all goes great with the album.

    Standout Moment

    The lyric “Went to the doctor and she said I was fine
    But every movie that I see makes me cry” is what stood out the best for me.

    I also like the guitar in the middle.

    Replay Value

    Won’t mind playing it again.

    Rating

    ⭐ 5/10


    Track 11: [Less]

    First Listen

    Less talks about trying hard to save a relationship.

    It is a ballad song. I love ballad songs. The way she explains her body physically suffering in this album with every song is really fantastic. 

    It’s like her body is physically telling her she needs to let go.

    Not being okay, body and head protesting, stomach in knots, going insane, there are so many references of her relationship to her body physically and mentally going through it.

    Lyrics

    This is easily one of the highlights of the album, what else can I say. These songs are pretty good.

    The writing feels raw and honest. She is suffering and the way she expresses it in her words on a song is otherworldly to me right now.

    Production

    The most beautiful track on the album sonically for me.

    Standout Moment

    The standout for me is the lyric “If loving me means letting go
    And wishing me the best
    I wish….. You loved me less”

    Replay Value

    Yes, I would come back to this every time. It’s a great song. I love the piano.

    If you love ballads, listen to this one.

    Rating

    ⭐ 10/10


    Track 12: [Expectations]

    First Listen

    This is her comeback to herself. Talks about her developing herself and setting standards. 

    Love that for her.

    The song is pretty simple, straight to the points. I like this one, it is not the best on the album, but is up there with top 8.

    She is taking her power back with this one, after being in a toxic relationship.

    Lyrics

    Every line feels intentional, she no longer cares about men, and will prioritize herself over men. 

    Production

    This is a very fast-paced 80s inspired song. This goes well with the lyrics, I have realised she is really inspired by Pop-rock a lot in her songs.

    Standout Moment

    Definitely the lyrics “won’t settle for a guy with a fake job
    They seem so desperate for lovin’, but, baby, I’m not.”

    Replay Value

    Sure, I won’t mind replaying it. But it’s not really for me.

    Rating

    ⭐ 8/10


    Track 13: [Cigarette Smoke]

    First Listen

    She is trying to get over her ex… But he still lingers

    I just read about the song and I found out ; “On “cigarette smoke,” Olivia uses the smell of cigarette smoke—which notoriously lingers and is difficult to get rid of—as a metaphor for how hard it is to get over her ex.”

    Which is quite a clever metaphor.

    I don’t know what else to say, if there is a word bigger than love, I would use it to describe the song. It caught me off guard, because this was not my expectations, but this has gone beyond that.

    Lyrics

    The metaphors are incredibly clever. A comparison between her ex and cigarette smoke. She is talking about regretting staying so long. She talks about her resentment, a good ending to the album.

    Production

    I absolutely love the production on this album, this has to be one of my fav albums of the year actually.

    Standout Moment

    So many thing, but Lyrics. Specially lyrics.

    “Some nights can be
    So fucking lonely
    But it’s better than begging for you to stand up for me, honeybee”

    Replay Value

    Another one for the top 5, my playlist is long, but I keep adding. 

    Even if the album isn’t your thing, I’d still recommend this track. 

    This has to be a perfect end to the album.

    Rating

    ⭐ 10/10


    (Bonus Track) Track 14: [Never do (demo)]

    First Listen

    This is a bonus acoustic track, it’s not in the album. So I am not sure how I feel about rating it. 

    Again, it’s an acoustic song, I am not even sure if I heard the correct song, because again, it’s not on Spotify. 

    Lyrics

    This is a perfect other ending of the album. The lyrics are pretty simple; it talks about empty promises in a relationship. I liked this.

    Production

    It’s an acoustic demo.

    Standout Moment

    The songwriting really shines here. 

    “Alone, I feel alone
    Fresh out of things I can numb myself with on my phone
    In love, you’re so in love
    Is that why you went to parties and left me at home for a month?”

    Replay Value

    I would play it, but the song is not available on streaming sites yet… I think. I heard it on youtube.

    If it is available, I’ll play and recommend.

    Rating

    ⭐9.5 /10


    Final Thoughts

    Best Track: Less or Stupid love (I can’t decide) 💕

    Most Underrated: Honeybee (I would say it is a grower, and quite cute)🥰

    Strongest Lyrics: Cigarette smoke

    Best Production: I think the entire album production is really good and it is really cohesive. 

    Biggest Surprise: Less

    Favorite Three Tracks: Less, The cure, Cigarette smoke 

    Skip (if any): Right now, maybe “what’s wrong with me?” 🙃

    Overall Rating: ⭐8.7/10

    Would I Recommend It?: Yes!!🎧

    Who would enjoy this album?: My best friend (I am gonna go ask if she have heard this yet) 

    Would I Listen to This Album Again From Start to Finish?: Yes, I would do it.

    Let me know what do you think about the album below 👇🏻💕


  • A Very Chaotic Trip to Rishikesh (But Worth It)

    The “We Need a Break” Phase

    I have been so done with work lately. Not the dramatic burnout kind, just that constant irritation where everything feels repetitive and exhausting. So I decided I needed a break. And I actually took one—with my friends—and we went to Rishikesh.

    An absolutely chaotic trip, like always. 😂

    Initially, I wanted to go to Dehradun. But after discussing it with my besties, we settled on Rishikesh. The plan was simple… at least in theory.

    The Planning That Wasn’t Really Planning

    We had train tickets booked. Of course, they didn’t get confirmed.

    Classic. 🙃

    So on the 10th, one day before the trip, we booked bus tickets instead. Very last minute, very on brand for us.

    I went to my friend’s place that night so we could leave together in the morning. We barely slept. Just talked, laughed, and somehow made everything louder than it needed to be.

    The Journey That Took Forever

    We woke up at 5:00 am, got ready, and left for our 6:00 am bus.

    We were excited. Like genuinely happy to just get out of our routine.

    The plan was to reach it in 4 hours.

    We reached at 2 pm.

    I don’t even want to explain how.

    And then it took us hours to get to our hotel. By that point, we were exhausted, irritated, and honestly questioning our life choices.

    The Café Disaster

    Before going to the hotel, we decided to sit at a café and eat something.

    Bad decision.

    The place looked decent, but the drinks? Literal water. No taste. Nothing. And we spent 700+ on that.

    I was this close🤏🏻 to crying.

    The only redeeming part of that entire experience was a cat that came and quietly sat under my chair. I love cats. That moment alone made me slightly less angry.

    Day One: Not Our Day

    We finally reached the hotel around 5 pm, completely drained. Took a bath, thinking maybe things would get better.

    And then… I got my period. 👏🏻

    Perfect timing, obviously.

    At that point, I had officially given up on the idea of a “peaceful, relaxing trip.” April 11th was just not our day.

    The Calm We Didn’t Expect

    We wanted to attend Ganga Aarti that evening, but we were late. So instead, we just sat on the steps near the Ganga. 🌊

    And weirdly, that turned out to be one of the best parts of the day.

    It was calm. Quiet. No chaos. Just us sitting there, doing nothing for once. We made silent wishes, watched the water, noticed small things like fish swimming by.

    It felt… grounding.

    We had dinner after that and went back to the hotel. Somehow, despite everything, the night turned fun. We danced, took pictures, and made videos. The day started terribly, but we still found a way to end it well.

    Day Two: Finally Feels Like a Trip

    We woke up early, around 6–7 am, and went for breakfast. After that, we got ready and decided to explore.

    We wanted to go to Neelkanth Temple, but it was too far. So we went to Parmarth Niketan Ashram instead.

    And honestly, that place was beautiful.

    There was a sense of peace there that you don’t really find easily. Temples, idols, everything felt calm and structured. And then we saw the Shiv ji murti in the middle of the Ganga.

    It was stunning.

    I even FaceTimed my mom just to show her.

    My friend R went all in and actually got into the Ganga. Me and B stayed out—me because I literally can’t, and her because she just didn’t want to.

    River Rafting (The Highlight)

    After that, we decided to go river rafting.

    Me and R were in. B was not.

    So she went off on her own little exploration while we went for rafting.

    The journey there was long, the wait time was annoying, and the place was crowded. Rishikesh was packed.

    But rafting?

    Completely worth it.

    It was one of those moments where you stop thinking about everything else. Just the river, the mountains, the cold water, the rush.

    I honestly didn’t want it to end.

    The only downside? The random group of boys we were paired with. Completely mannerless. Ruined the vibe a bit, but thankfully not enough to ruin the experience.

    I wanted to jump into the water so badly… but I don’t know how to swim, so that dream stayed a dream.

    A Slower Evening

    After rafting, we were soaked and tired. So we grabbed something to eat and went back to the hotel to freshen up.

    Dinner was simple—South Indian food because we needed something light after the chaos of the day.

    Then chai, of course.

    We wanted to do something fun that night since it was our last one, but honestly, we were too tired. Took a few pictures, made a couple of videos, and just slept.

    No energy left.

    The Early Goodbye

    The next morning, we woke up at 5:00 am, got ready, and left for home.

    No drama. No chaos. Just quiet.

    The Kind of Trip It Was

    Overall, it was a great trip. We weren’t able to see a lot, as it was too crowded and there was a lot of wait time, and wasted hours, due to traffic.

    Messy, unplanned, slightly frustrating—but still great.

    We didn’t plan properly. Things went wrong. We were tired half the time.

    But we also laughed a lot, experienced new things, and had moments that actually felt peaceful and real.

    And somehow, that balance made it worth it.

    Next trip: Dehradun. 😁

    This time… we’re definitely planning better.

    (Or at least pretending we will.)

    Let me know your thoughts below! 👇💕

    P.S. Currently, I am working on a new story, will be updating the first chapter in a few hours.

    I hope you all like it. 😊


  • What’s a topic or issue about which you’ve changed your mind?

    For most of my life, I thought astrology was a scam with good branding. 😂 Like, how could Mercury being in “retrograde” possibly explain why my phone died? Ohh please!!!

    I lumped horoscopes in with clickbait quizzes like Which Harry Potter Character Are You? and kept it moving.

    But then… things started getting weird. During Covid, j was bored, like any other sane person. I did had work, but other than that we were all just at home and I discovered Moon sign🌙 on Tumblr. That was when I started going down a rabbit hole.

    I was scrolling Tumblr and learned how to generate my own birth chart. And as per the instructions I did it, and the more I read the interpretation of my placements the more it made sense in a way…. It’s like some one read me like a diary I never gave them access to.

    Suddenly my “Capricorn sun, Pisces moon” combo made sense of why I’m ambitious but also crying over cute cat videos at 2 AM. And don’t get me started on how my Vedic chart shifted placements—I was side-eyeing hard, but also thinking, “Damn, okay, that actually tracks.”

    Do I fully believe in astrology now? Nah. 🔭 But I’ve learned not to dismiss it so quickly. Because even if the planets aren’t literally pulling puppet strings, the symbolism hits. It’s like a cosmic personality test that’s way juicier than Myers-Briggs. At the very least, it makes me pause, reflect, and sometimes laugh at how on-point it feels.

    So here I am….m still skeptical, but also open.

    I won’t let anyone plan my whole life with a chart, but I also won’t roll my eyes when someone asks my rising sign. I still not one of those astrology people who judges other’s based on their sun sign. But I still love me some Virgo men here and there. 🤭❤️

    For me astrology went from “useless” to “surprisingly helpful” in my book. And honestly? I kinda love being a little cosmic-curious now. ✨